Renaissance Faire

[SaleenS7lover]

The Faire will be Thursday March 25, 2004 at CC Winn High School! It'll be cool so c'mon over :D

[alacran62]

At what time and what it is about?

[SaleenS7lover]

I posted that about 36 hours before I attempted suicide. I know you guys dont care but I'm just saying. I saw the date and I was like :eek: It kinda brings back some memories and feelings I guess I've blocked out.

OH WELL, YOU LIVE, YOU LOVE, YOU LEARN, YOU MOVE ON! :cool:

[energy]

I posted that about 36 hours before I attempted suicide. I know you guys dont care but I'm just saying. I saw the date and I was like :eek: It kinda brings back some memories and feelings I guess I've blocked out.

OH WELL, YOU LIVE, YOU LOVE, YOU LEARN, YOU MOVE ON! :cool:

Your the 2nd person on this web site who's attempted suicide, hope all is well now. Why is it females only?:confused:

[zunzune]

Your the 2nd person on this web site who's attempted suicide, hope all is well now. Why is it females only?:confused:

She's not the second, nor will she be the last. Every emotion becomes intensified to the power of ten. Men do it too but in a weird twist, they don't admit that they were unsuccessful.

[SaleenS7lover]

Men are less likely to be unsuccessful. Researchers say that when men do it, they're more prone to use weapons like guns, jump off a building, or hang themselves. Women slit their wrists, try to overdose, or try to crash their car so they're more likey to be rescued.

[zunzune]

Men are less likely to be unsuccessful. Researchers say that when men do it, they're more prone to use weapons like guns, jump off a building, or hang themselves. Women slit their wrists, try to overdose, or try to crash their car so they're more likey to be rescued.

Or as was my case do two of the above and then swing from revolving objects. I can laugh at my actions and at myself now but the road back from desperation was a long, mostly uphill climb. Like alcoholics would say about their years sober, I am 12 years alive.

[SaleenS7lover]

I dont regret what I did. If anything, I'm glad I did it! It changed me COMPLETELY as a person. I found God, I found ambition, and I learned so much. I found out who really cared about me and I have kept them close. God and my family have become a bigger part in my life.
I guess you could say it took a nudge from death to show me how to live.

[zunzune]

I dont regret what I did. If anything, I'm glad I did it! It changed me COMPLETELY as a person. I found God, I found ambition, and I learned so much. I found out who really cared about me and I have kept them close. God and my family have become a bigger part in my life.
I guess you could say it took a nudge from death to show me how to live.

I'm happy for you. I certainly don't regret it either and as I've said before, I wear the badge of age with pride because 12 years is 12 years!

[energy]

She's not the second, nor will she be the last. Every emotion becomes intensified to the power of ten. Men do it too but in a weird twist, they don't admit that they were unsuccessful.

Like I said She is the second on this website and that's why I thought it was a rare coincidence for such a small site. Hope never to experience something like that.

[zunzune]

Like I said She is the second on this website and that's why I thought it was a rare coincidence for such a small site. Hope never to experience something like that.

Sorry Flash, didn't mean to ruffle your feathers.:o My bad. If she's the second, does that make me the third or the first?
For your sake I do hope you never experience anything remotely similar.

[energy]

Sorry Flash, didn't mean to ruffle your feathers.:o My bad. If she's the second, does that make me the third or the first?
For your sake I do hope you never experience anything remotely similar.

I was counting u allready, but there may be more out there I didn't know attempts were that common, a few weeks or somthing like that a teenage male committed suicide here in EP, so I'm thinking wow this is too many, probably more out there that we don't know about because it's not advertised.

[mena]

Your the 2nd person on this web site who's attempted suicide, hope all is well now. Why is it females only?:confused:I think that was the reason ALLBYMYSELF went to the hospital too. Isn't he a guy?

[mena]

I'm glad you guys were unsuccessful and are still here.

[energy]

I think that was the reason ALLBYMYSELF went to the hospital too. Isn't he a guy?

UR right forgot about ALLBYMYSELF never heard from him again.

[mena]

I hope he is fine. I haven't seen him on forum.

[Evie]

Oh man that is so sad to hear. :( Just glad that saleen and zun are still here alive and kicking!!

Hey allbymyself come back and write me another poem!!!!:D

[zunzune]

I hope he is fine. I haven't seen him on forum.

The last time he was on was in July and back in May he told us he wasn't in Texas any longer.
ABM, I hope you're doing well. Come visit us here soon!

[zunzune]

Oh man that is so sad to hear. :( Just glad that saleen and zun are still here alive and kicking!!

Hey allbymyself come back and write me another poem!!!!:D


Thanks! Makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside!

[pesqueso]

I just about hit that bottom 15yrs ago. It was more of a cry of "someone help me." I had been sober for about 5 years. I quit drinking cuz I had one foot in prison doing 7yrs probation and had lost my family. I was 33, no job, no future, It seemed. Then I met a hot little 19yr. old babe. She drank, and after 5 yrs sober, so did I. Along with coke and pills to bring me down. I woke up and thought, what a waste. I slit my wrist, but nowhere deep enough.
Now with this new depressing period of my life, I bought a motorcycle and turned into a horn dog. And I remember, there is a time to laugh, and a time to cry. Blue skies will return with time. I hope you are feeling better. Fart, it will make you feel better.

[mena]

Were you able to stay off the cigarettes?

[energy]

I just about hit that bottom 15yrs ago. It was more of a cry of "someone help me." I had been sober for about 5 years. I quit drinking cuz I had one foot in prison doing 7yrs probation and had lost my family. I was 33, no job, no future, It seemed. Then I met a hot little 19yr. old babe. She drank, and after 5 yrs sober, so did I. Along with coke and pills to bring me down. I woke up and thought, what a waste. I slit my wrist, but nowhere deep enough.
Now with this new depressing period of my life, I bought a motorcycle and turned into a horn dog. And I remember, there is a time to laugh, and a time to cry. Blue skies will return with time. I hope you are feeling better. Fart, it will make you feel better.

Man this if really interesting we're up to 4 suicide attempts on this forum. What are the odds?

[zunzune]

Man this if really interesting we're up to 4 suicide attempts on this forum. What are the odds?

I don't know much about odds but the number is high considering the fact that in 2005 there were approximately 550,000 reported suicide attempts. Think of the ones that weren't. It is the 8th leading cause of death for men. The statistics are mind boggling. :eek:

[pesqueso]

No comadre, it kicked me in the butt again. Not only that but I have been checking my bp and it is not doing very well. But over all, I'm having some of the best days of my life. Work if not only fun but also interesting. No shortage of women friends, except when one shows up at my door with another there. And I have a bunch of new friends who play music and I'm learning. I plan to see the Dr. tomorrow. With all the cigs,beer and viejas, I don't want to get a heart attack.

[Evie]

No comadre, it kicked me in the butt again. Not only that but I have been checking my bp and it is not doing very well. But over all, I'm having some of the best days of my life. Work if not only fun but also interesting. No shortage of women friends, except when one shows up at my door with another there. And I have a bunch of new friends who play music and I'm learning. I plan to see the Dr. tomorrow. With all the cigs,beer and viejas, I don't want to get a heart attack.

Neck you will not only get a heart attack with all the cigs, beer and viejas. Lotta diseases out there, better wear a rain coat!;)

[mena]

No comadre, it kicked me in the butt again. Not only that but I have been checking my bp and it is not doing very well. But over all, I'm having some of the best days of my life. Work if not only fun but also interesting. No shortage of women friends, except when one shows up at my door with another there. And I have a bunch of new friends who play music and I'm learning. I plan to see the Dr. tomorrow. With all the cigs,beer and viejas, I don't want to get a heart attack.I guess we both bummed the New Year resolution.:o Oh, well we shall try again.

I'm glad to hear you are enjoying life, just take care of yourself.

[pesqueso]

menners, yours was to stop eating out so much. But I guess for it to have been a New Years Resolution, it must mean alot to you. So, we have to try again. And of course I have raincoats. But once it starts to drizzle, it feels to good to put it on. I don't remember it till I look like a drowned cat with a big ol smile.

[Evie]

LOL yea and one day it is gonna drizzle acid rain and you will be left with two belly buttons instead of one. :D Better wear a rain coat!!!

[pesqueso]

i'm a picky horn dog. not into acid.

[pesqueso]

but your right. a raincoat is a must. its as stupid as riding a motorcycle without a helmet. Hit a curve you've never done before and your luck might run out. I have a hard head, but thats no excuse.

[mena]

menners, yours was to stop eating out so much. But I guess for it to have been a New Years Resolution, it must mean alot to you. So, we have to try again. And of course I have raincoats. But once it starts to drizzle, it feels to good to put it on. I don't remember it till I look like a drowned cat with a big ol smile.Ok compadre, this is more information than I want to know. Just keep in mind that for one good night you can have a painful lifetime.

I have cut down on my eating out but, we still spend a lot. There is an asian word that I can't think of but, it means bankruptcy by eating out.

[zunzune]

We're still pretty much on track and that makes our wallets happy! We did break down this evening and had Salt Grass. I just had to have prime rib and rattlers!

[mena]

I saved a lot when we had 104 temperatures cause we didn't want to go outside and burn.:D

We are doing better but, lunch time is a tuffy one still. You cooking gals are my inspiration.:)

[pesqueso]

rattlers? yikes.....

[mena]

Have you tried alligator tails? The Razoos Restaurants sell them.

[zunzune]

Alligator tails? Don't think I have. Tell me about them.

[mena]

I misspelled the name Razzoo's it's with a double z. I don't know what to tell you about them. I am not much of an exotic food eater but, those things were good. It is an appetizer, it's like a nugget size. It is also fried and I can eat a fried rock if you gave me one...lol..some people say it tastes like chicken but, I don't think so. It is not fishy tasting either. It has been a long while since I've had them. Razzoo's is more of a cajun place so the spicy stuff gives me headaches. From my own diagnosis I am allergic to spicy.:mad:

[zunzune]

I misspelled the name Razzoo's it's with a double z. I don't know what to tell you about them. I am not much of an exotic food eater but, those things were good. It is an appetizer, it's like a nugget size. It is also fried and I can eat a fried rock if you gave me one...lol..some people say it tastes like chicken but, I don't think so. It is not fishy tasting either. It has been a long while since I've had them. Razzoo's is more of a cajun place so the spicy stuff gives me headaches. From my own diagnosis I am allergic to spicy.:mad:

I'm prone to migraines and 90% of them are related to food allergies so I know where you're coming from. Maybe I should give them a try. They sound good!

[mena]

There is one in Arlington. I went to the one in Lewisville.

[energy]

Alligator tails? Don't think I have. Tell me about them.

Tried alligator sausage down at the Big Easy. any way that's what they told me it was maybe it was dog meat?:confused:

[zunzune]

Tried alligator sausage down at the Big Easy. any way that's what they told me it was maybe it was dog meat?:confused:

Boy Flash, you're like that guy in the song. You've been everywhere man! Was it good? The sausage I mean.

[energy]

Boy Flash, you're like that guy in the song. You've been everywhere man! Was it good? The sausage I mean.

It was okay any meat tastes good when it's made into sausage. Actually they gave it to you on a stick like a popcicle right there at the open market. What was interesting all the Spanish surnames in New Orleans I guess goes back to when they were a territory of Spain, blue eyed, fair skined but could not speak the mother tongue (Castillian).

[zunzune]

I learn something everyday! I didn't know about the surnames.